Saturday, February 28, 2009


It is harder to be poor without complaining than to be rich without boasting.

Friday, February 27, 2009


Hahahahahahahahahaha... OOPS MY BAD!

I can't help but laugh ;]

- People always say they've got haters and OKAY?!
what are you trying to prove?
that you're "ALLLL THAT?!"
HAH! funnnny ;] but hey it's okay
but you don't need to tell the whole fucken world!

Just take the advice & love your enemies cuz' it just makes them so damned mad!


Thursday, February 26, 2009

What's the deal?

A celebrity is a person who works hard all his/her life to become well known, then wears dark glasses to avoid being recognized.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Ooooo la la.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009


So the skies here in Alaska are so jaw-dropping.
the only thing that's nice here, hah xD
I'd say you have to see for yourself.

Orange, purple, pink, & yellow skies ;]
Ooooo pretty pretty.

Monday, February 23, 2009


People are so eager to blame one cause, so the situation can be fixed. Jumping to conclusions when there should be an explanation. Giving up when you almost got it. Not even trying when opportunities are open or just maybe throwing it all away for something that's not even worth it. BOOOOO! it's such a shame.

well weekend was relaxin' :D
my bugs sang to me sleeeep for the past few days <3
but another hectic week w/ school AGAIN.
hmmmmmph. but got a new fav song by T.I. ft JT
lyrics are killllllllin' me, hah xD
my poor husband TI is going to jail ;'( hawwwww. lol :D
anyways enjoy, muah <3

Sunday, February 22, 2009


The most courageous act is to think for yourself - Aloud ;]

Saturday, February 21, 2009


It's all about perception nowadays. Dress and act like a slut, be treated as a slut. Dress and act as a classy lady, be treated as a classy lady. The word wanders through your mind as you find its meaning. It's a shame when women only try to "dress to impress" when they are at their most fertile. I don't understand how a woman can leave the house without fixing herself up a little - if only out of politeness. And then, you never know, maybe that's the day she has a date with destiny. And it's best to be as pretty as possible for destiny. We have seen some evidence that men may at some level 'know' too - although with less certainty. A style does not go out of style as long as it adapts itself to its period. When there is an incompatibility between the style and a certain state of mind, it is never the style that triumphs. So ladies & men (if you may) dress to impress.

People everywhere are judging you.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009


Real eyes, Real lies, Realize ;]

done deal.

Monday, February 16, 2009



Friday: kicked off the day w/ the family. catched a film, mcds, & something special.
Saturday: was VDAY! & mhmm a cute gift from my bugs (btw, thanks love :D ) & night out w/ the girls. Catched the must see chick flick of all times, "He's not that into you" Recommend it for all the ladies.
Sunday: a lot happened & I don't want to mention what ;P things are getting to me again, confused to what I want >:P
Monday: hmmm mall & day with the girls again & finally got the time to update my blogs.

Blogging on my ideals will be up soon, so for all you that have been asking.
I'll post it up soon ^^ muah <3

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Stupid girls.

Here I am, sittin' in english, bored out of my mind & this girl sittin' across the room is buggin' me.
Now, it takes alot for someone to bug me, but just looking @ this girl
is already annoying ;P She always have something stupid to say.

You know...

Humans only use about 1/10 of their brain power. With some girls, it could be less.

Anyways, bell's about to ring then I'm outta school!
4 day weekend ;D ^__^
be back w/ this ;]

P, L, & L!

Wednesday, February 11, 2009


Life is not the amounts of breaths you take, it's the moments that take your breath away. One moment, you're enjoying your life. Then the next, you're wondering how you ever lived without them. Never lie, steal, cheat or drink. But if you must lie, lie in the arms of the one you dislike. If you must steal, steal away from bad company. If you must cheat, cheat death. And if you must drink, drink in the moments that take your breath away.

Because that’s what people do. They leap and then hope that they can fly because otherwise, we just drop like a rock! Wondering the whole way down, "Why in the hell did I jump?!"

But here I am, falling. And there’s only one person that makes feel that I can fly. & that's myself (:

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

It kills.

Sittin' in english class. Thinkin', wonderin', imaginin', daydreamin' ;P

Ahhh the day goes by slowly...
One more period & I'm out!
chee hee :DD

Alright, laters ^__^

Monday, February 9, 2009

Ladies should know this by now.

Fashion is a form of ugliness so intolerable that we have to alter it every six months. Don't you agree? Only men who are not interested in women, are interested in women's clothes. Men who like women never notice what they wear. Above all ladies, remember that the most important thing you can take anywhere is not a Gucci bag or fresh cut jeans, it's an open mind.

Sunday, February 8, 2009


I'm a first believer in the power of change. But there is one thing I've learned, and that's the hardest part of moving forward is, not looking back. Now here I sit so far away, remembering all our memories, and it's times like these that I miss you all the most, remembering when we were so close. I thought we'd be friends for many more years, but as time goes on, our pictures fade and all of our good times seem to drift away. We have all grown up, and there's no denying that. But it's tough to tell, if in that growing up, we've simply grown apart.

Silence has become normal between us. Not the nice kind of silence, or the comfortable kind of silence. But the awkward kind of silence, like between strangers. Our silence is an avoidance of the truth. I've learned that every once in a while, people step up. They rise above themselves. Sometimes they surprise you. And sometimes they fall short and friendship means understanding, not agreement. It means forgiveness, not forgetting.

It means the memories last, even if contact is lost. What is too painful to remember, we simply choose to forget. So it's the laughter we'll remember, whenever we remember the way we were. I feel all is lost, no one remembers. Years from now, as we meet again. It'll be awkward and they've forgotten.

Sometimes I wish I could just fast-forward through time, just to see if it's worth it all in the end.

Slowly, day by day, losing...

Best, bessys, OT forever? maybe... maybe not..

Saturday, February 7, 2009


So today's bro's bday ;DDD

&&&&&&& I should be gettin' ready!
hah, alright later toots ;]

be back w/ this <3

Thursday, February 5, 2009


I miss my OT girls
I miss my Bessst!
I miss my bessys
I miss my gilfren
I miss my wifey
I miss my gay bfs
I miss my nigguhs
I miss my ladies

I just miss home :'[

Wednesday, February 4, 2009


The countdown is down. 3 more days til' bro's bday party!
Gonna' be crazy ^__^ & Today's cupcakke's pop's bday.

So a lil tribute to Mr. Leano <3

Valentine's is almost here too! OUUU
excited but don't know what I'm gonna do >:P
hmph, no "blogging my thoughts" tonight.

hella wiped out & exhausted. yuck, anyways g'night!

P,L, & L! <3

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

A million smiles.

I have found that among its other benefits, giving liberates the soul of the giver.
There is a wonderful yet mythical law of nature that the three things we crave most in life and I say that is happiness, freedom, and peace of mind. These are always attained by giving them to someone else. We make a living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give. Seeing a million smiles, cries of happiness, and the most powerful word known to man kind, "thank you" really essentiate a person's soul. It gives a positive outlook to what we're doing. Knowing we're changing a person's life. Giving all you have, or maybe just a little means something. Giving back is an area too many of us do not excel in. It is the understanding that experience teaches us to pay life back along the way with small acts of kindness. It is a reciprocal arrangement with the world, give a little and get a little. It keeps the blur of the world in focus. Giving back keeps your mind in tune with others, our perception of ourselves and how others view us. A smile is worth a million, but a million smiles? Expands beyond what we imagine.

Seeing those smiles on those children's faces twisted me from inside out.
I can't even explain, a pleasure to have and yet grieve. I'd say that this is the next chapter.

For we all have yet to accomplish.
Muah <3

Monday, February 2, 2009

Time on my hands.

--> Sucessful people are the ones who think up things for the rest of the world to keep busy at.

The key word, busy.

These months are gonna' be busy for me I tell ya'! ;P
applying for an intern, finally pursuing my fav hobby <3
which ya'll already know ^___^

& Valentine's Day is coming up!
alot of birthdays, parties are coming up also ;D

& school is dragging me down =P but I got it together. You already know.
Won't be on myspace as much anymore but always updating blogs :D

So sorry for the late replies, you know I got mad love for ya'll.
Peace, Love, & Lipstick! muah suckaz c(:

Sunday, February 1, 2009

February 1st

Today's my mamasan's bday!


I feel rather sad to not be there for her celebration
but I got mad love for this girl <3 Been through thick&thin
since the 6th grade! & We were the three white/asian amigas! WOO-HOO!

One of the last pictures we took before we left & I was cut off but

I still Love you forever Daedae! <3


Right view
Right intention
Right speech
Right action
Right livelihood
Right effort
Right mindfulness
Right concentration

The great emphasis is put on the practical aspect


girls that acknowledge it,
polish it,

after that, swallow it.

Back to back.

Decided to not blog about my thoughts today but rather quote one of my fav quotes from Dianalyn! YAYYYY ;D haha anyways here it is.

"ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS!! Emphasize on ALWAYS, know what you deserve and never settle for anything less. No matter how much you want it, you have to learn that it's not all about what you want, rather about what you deserve."

Hands down, so true ;]

& a video that I like for some odd reason too <3

Man, if a guy sing like that to me, I'd faint in his arms ;]
hahahahaahhahahahah! pish posh.